Studying abroad is frequently presented as the greatest accomplishment of any college student. After all, it's an opportunity to experience different cultures, travel to exciting new cities, and create lifelong memories. In many respects, Barcelona has undoubtedly lived up to that reputation. From wandering the streets of the Gothic Quarter to the smaller and local neighborhoods, this city has been my place for growth, self-discovery, and unforgettable adventures. However, as my time here comes to an end, I'm coming to accept the unpopular opinion that it's okay to be ready to go back home.
To be clear, this is not me minimizing my time here; on the contrary. Living in Barcelona for the past three months has challenged and changed me in ways that I can’t fully put into words. I’ve visited places that younger me could only dream of, built relationships with incredible friends, gained a deeper appreciation for Catalunya, its culture, and people, and pushed myself way beyond my comfort zone.
But acknowledging how life-changing this journey has been doesn’t mean you can’t also feel ready to return home - it simply means that you’re human. While Barcelona has become my home away from home, there’s a certain peace in knowing it’s time to close one chapter and start another. As much as I’ve loved every moment, there’s something uniquely comforting about returning to a familiar city, and to the love and support of those that care about you; and if there's one thing I've truly learned here, it is the value of family and taking the time to simply enjoy life with them by your side.
There’s no right or wrong way to feel about studying abroad. For some, the experience feels like it could last forever, while for others, it’s a stepping stone toward bigger things. As a senior with graduation nearing, this is truer than ever. While I’m leaving with a clearer sense of who I am and what I want for my future, I’m also excited to bring back everything I’ve learned and this new version of myself to see where it takes me.
Who knows? Maybe one day, I’ll find myself back in Barcelona or in a new city abroad. That possibility thrills me and I’m open to whatever the future holds. But for now, what I know for sure is that, despite how much I’ve grown attached to this chapter of my life, my heart is ready to return home.
If you’re studying abroad and feeling homesick or uncertain about what comes next, know that you’re not alone. It’s okay to be ready to go home and yet feel torn about leaving a place that’s given you so much. Embrace those feelings and know that those experiences you’ve had abroad will always stay with you even after you get off that plane– serving as a reminder of the growth and transformation that you have endured.
